Tuesday, November 29, 2011

miscarriage :'(

takziah pd org yg paling close dgn sy..NOOR SHAFINAZ dan en.asben MUZAFAR NORDIN di atas ape yg berlaku.sha gugur??!!!hah..aku adalah org paling terkejut sekali.terduduk.terdiam kaku.berderau darah.sedih terlampau :'( 3 bulan?!lg aku terkejut..mcm2 aku pk :(

mungkin ada hikmah atas ape yg berlaku.Allah sedang menduga kamu wahai sahabat :p..semoga mereka tabah menghadapinya..korang sgt KUAT :l aku sentiasa doakan yang terbaik utk ko jugak.bukan mr.A jek aku selalu doa laaaa..

org ckp kat aku..lepas gugur ni lau buat cepat lekat..erm erm...seryes aku mmg sgt SAYANG ko :)


~saranghae~

Saturday, November 26, 2011

jujur dan berani



blog adalah medium utk luahkan perasaan.lantak.tp yg sy tau blog MESTI JUJUR dan BERANI...so ade sy kesah lau blog sy cte psl sy jek :p so jgn mcm2 ha..sy ade rekod jenayah terbesar kat Malaysia tau

oh dada sy mahu pecah!!!

BERAMBOSSSS!!!


four wives one husband


~saranghae~

................no wordS

selalu sgt rsnya aku cite psl mr.A yang da tinggalkan aku.plus dgn kesedihan.kekusutan yg dialami.plus jugak dgn piil dia yg kdg2 menyakitkan hati bila jumpe kat opis.sume segala perasaan yg campur baur dlm hati dan darah ni dah bergelumang.positif n negatif mood pun da berlumba2.mest yg membaca ni pun naik muak.kata nk lupakan tp asik cte jek...cerita dia da menjadi kamus dlm hidup aku.even pun kami tidak berkongsi cerita..tp sygnya aku pd dia x pnah luntur.mungkin perkataan MUAK paling sesuai..bluwek (muntah darah siot)

ntah le x FAHAM....

kepada mr.A :
aku sayang kat ko laaaa....tp kalau betol ko xnk kat aku bole x jgn asik muncul dpn mata..kan lg senang..org suh aku kwn balik pun aku pk byk kali.jd mcm dlu.tp aku x tau aku kuat ke nk hadapi semua...

kepada mr.A :
jgn jadi terlalu BODOH untuk menyatakan ape yg ada dlm hati.silalah berlaku JUJUR.x semestinya bila kita JUJUR kita x selamat.mungkin ape yg keluar adalah perasaan JUJUR yang kamu bangang!!!

kepda mr.A :
aku doakan ko selalu sejahtera, dan dilindungi dari malapetaka.hasad dengki manusia.sesungguhnya ko adalah tin yg berisi:l

kepda mr.A :
.................................................................................. no wordS

~saranghae~

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

oh ho

HARIMAU MUDA MALAYA menang bergaya!TAHNIAH!!tahniah juga pada coach ONG KIM SWEE dan KHAIRUL CHE FAHMI :) MalaysianS were so proud with uolss



tp hati sy tetap sentimental value lg..seberapa jauh sy lari kenapa makin dekat dia datang!!sy x larat nk lari sudah.tolonglah hentikan lakonan drama.x semestinya bila sy ketawa senyum hati sy tidak menangis.dada sy x pecah.sy sudah berada di tahap redha..tp......hipokrit jadi watak utama.

dan tetb baru hari ni sy teringat nk dgr lagu bang nuar.tajuk ~~Cinta Harus Memiliki~~oh silalah baca liriknya betul2.sgt sedih :'( mcm kisah sy..oh air mata jgn menitis sudah.sgt x berguna kala ini!!


~saranghae~

Saturday, November 19, 2011

.mood.

tetb pg ni mood sy adalah SYAHDU.doa termakbul??

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

ini sy dapat dr facebook someone yg dia amik dr Malaysian Community.thanks uolls


~saranghae~

Thursday, November 17, 2011

dadah!?


sy smpi SAPURA pun da lmbt.plus dgn jam nk masuk kawasan.dgn jauhnye parking kereta.setiap langkah menuju ke dewan peperiksaan dgn perasaan mengeluh mungkin ade rezekinya.insyaAllah.

dan telefon sy x abis bergetar dgn msg n call yg masuk.ini belum lg lau sy off hp.agaknye mencurah2 pesanan..itu baru sehari cuti.lau tetb saya berhenti tergempar.ape ntah jadik kat opis.tebakar kot :p

saya cuti pun bersebab tau.sy p exam utk ms depan.berkaitan dgn dadah.mane tau jika itu rezeki yang Allah nk bagi pd aku,aku redha dan bersyukur atas nikmat yang diberikan. Alhamdulillah.

komen soalan : sume paper ada kaitan dgn dadah.sampai soalan math pun dadah gak dgn amount yg sgt besar.gile x cukup ms math ni.yg esei BM dan BI mcm biasa laaa.ayat klise..hehhehe

soalan bole baca dan jawab.jawapan x tau betul ke x.heheheh

moga2 keputusan lg 5 minggu mendatangkan hasil yg sukacita :)


~saranghae~

Thursday, November 10, 2011

belum bersedia!!

oh kepala hotak ko!!belum bersedia!!!mmg lg seryes aku nk tampar ko skang ni.ko ckp dgn aku belum bersedia tp ko sebuk dating keluar ke hape ntah dgn pempuan lain.ntah2 ms dgn aku ko da curang!!!kepala hotak ko!!seryes aku x nk tlg ko!!!!aku sakit hati melampau!!!!

BOOOOOODDDDDDDOOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!!




~saranghae~

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

3 thingS

love cycle ni aku grab dr facebook kwn.mmg btul n tepat pun cycle ni.sekarang ni aku berada di tahap heartbreak!!sgt sakit.proses pemulihan pun ambil ms yg lama.putaran pusingan pun aku da x sanggup.biarlah stop di heartbreak pd tempoh yg lama :l tetb ada org tanya cycle ni dgn org yg sama ke dgn org lain..oh TIDAAAKKKKK...tiada jawapan bg soalan itu...

cinta itu sgt indah tp bila dugaan yg menimpa ianya sgt sakit.rs mcm duri tajam yg tusuk hati ni.berdarah tanpa henti2..aku tgk si Mr A hidup dgn bahagia lg saya sakit hati..rs mcm nk pecah hati.so aku paksa EGO merajai.aku tak nak kalah!!

ok ok dah2 hentikan cerita sedihhh...hari ni genap 3 bulan aku umur 28 tahun.oh lg 53 hari ke 2012..ikut tahun 29 thn..oh oh oh....

3 things aku nk buat b4 2012

  1. aku nk selesaikan masalah hati n perasaan.actually aku x puas hati dgn jwpn mr. A bila dia buat aku mcm separuh gila.perlu korek mksd 'BELUM BERSEDIA'..
  2. nk tampar laju2 muka mr.A (ini mmg idaman aku lepas dia bg jwpn BODOH).betul kata rusdan kadang2 si naif ni kita x tau mcmane dia create hidup dia..
  3. aku nk hidup bahagia tanpa bayangan mr.A

harap2 dpt buat salah satu pun jadik laaaa.kdg2 seteres bila tgk mr.A dgn wajah bangang dtg bilik aku.tanpa ada prasaan bersalah.hati tu keras sgt.hati tu batu sgt.cuba la pk sekali pun jadikla psl ape yg dia da buat kat aku.xkn x terasa pun..gile2 kering hatinya..aku betul2 x fhm.

kadang2 aku rs benci sgt.dendam pun jugak.tp perasaan syg tu asyik tinggi dr perasaan negatif tu.rupenya masih ade ruang istimewa dlm hati ni utk mr.A..bila wahyu asik duk kenenkn aku dgn mr.A aku jadik meluat!!



~saranghae~

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

oh my body

jap jap entry lapuk mencelah..sudah NOVEMBER 2011!!tinggal sebulan nk ke tahun 2012..oh man :)

hari tu ade dr dari UKM datang buat survey ke hape ntah utk PhD kot.aku mmg x amik kisah.tp tajuk tesis dia psl berat badan wanita.lebih kurang la..so setiap org umur 25thn ke atas dan x mengandung perlu hadir dlm ujian tu..aku??mula2 buat bz.pastu da alang2 buat jek laa :p

so keputusannya :

  • tinggi : 166cm **naek 1 cm??logik ke tinggi naik da besar2 ni..hahhaha**
  • berat : 45.6 kg **gile ringan siot.aku naik 1.6 kg jek pass frust melampau..seteres jek tgk**
  • umur badan : 12 thn..**gila lg muda.beza dgn umur sekarang adalah 16 tahun..uiks muda gile body ni.mcmane x muda.asek berlari jek.degupan jantung pun laju**
  • lemak ke ape ntah.kolestrol kot : perlu kurangkan

DISARANKAN:
  • kurangkan pengambilan minyak dan lemak.
  • makan byk karbohidrat dan protin.
  • senaman adalah paling penting.bersenam???lamanye sy da tinggalkan.sejak episod suam2 bercinta.plus sport shoes rosak.terus tinggalkn aktiviti wajib ujung minggu..alahai...

azam saya utk thn baru nant..agakla lama lg.tp da berangan2.ntah pape..
  • beli sport shoes (ini b4 01012012.ada beberapa sport shoes da aim)
  • mula jog setiap ujung minggu.sekali seminggu pun jadik kan.SEMANGAT!!

even ape pun jadik!joging adalah penting.salah satu teknik hilangkan SETERES!!!

~saranghae~